It can't be
but it is--another dark day
pulling down my spirits,
dripping through lilacs,
washing their scent into black earth below,
globes weighed down with cool water.
A break comes--sky brightens to cold white. I escape, my son and I, to the fruit farm nearby. Along the route neighbours emerge to assess the garden's damage, to reconnect. An army of lawnmowers urgently fights calf-high grass before the downpours interrupt again.
The farm settles me-- lets me see that while mildew grows and scabs spring from leaf mulch, awakened by the rain to attach to the ancient apple trees, while a worker fights his battle to contain them and my husband's mother fights disease within her, last year's pen-size sow has been replaced by a piglet and the sheep by a lamb. And when we navigate muddy trenches around chicken-wire cages, from atop an orchard hill the roaming peacock cries and unfurls.
I pause-- because sometimes eyes nourish more than food. They draw in the majesty of the blue named for itself, trail the peach blossoms above to the the dandelions below that frame for me a reason to be joyful.
Tara L. Masih has published fiction, poetry, and essays in numerous
anthologies and literary magazines (Confrontation, Hayden's Ferry
Review, Natural Bridge, New Millennium Writings, Red River Review, and
The Caribbean Writer). Two limited edition chapbooks featuring her
flash fiction have been published by The Feral Press. Awards include
first place in The Ledge Magazine's fiction contest and a Pushcart
Prize and Best of the Web nomination. She is editor of The Rose Metal
Press Field Guide to Writing Flash Fiction (spring 2009).
As the old wisdom states: in order to understand the future, you need
to understand the past. How true is that? The past entices learning,
reminds us of what to do and what not to do, teaches us valuable
lessons, and shows us from where we have come and how far. Women
suffragists have blazed trails for our future, herbal women have taught
us how to heal and nurture ourselves, our travels have taught us to
value what we have or to reach for a better future, and our innermost
desires poke to the surface reminding us to act, that there is more we
want to do. Of course, we need to look toward the future, but the
wisdom of the past must always be our companion.
Fittingly for our Passion themed issue, we welcome our newest Cahoots Community member, Saskatoon's Positive Passions, which has come on board to sponsor Sarah Stefanson's column, Sense and Sensuality. Through their retail location, home presentations, resource centre, and website, Positive Passions provides an open, welcoming, and healthy place to obtain information, resources, and products in regards to sex, sexuality, and sexual dysfunctions.
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